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Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 06:50 pm
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YOU ARE ETHER!
Well, well... you are the mysterious Fifth Element!
The Fifth Element, Ether, is used or conjured
in many ancient religions or magics, but is not
something found on this plane. Those that have
been able to make the ascension to the Ether
are truly evolved people, possessed with
heightened senses of intelligence, perception,
and empathy that others simply don't have.
Everyday possessions aren't of much interest -
you are beyond that. You tend to gravitate to
open spaces, changing environments, and won't
saddle yourself with one style or decision.
Indeed, just one type of career isn't of
interest to you either, as your need to
constantly continue evolving and growing won't
allow you to settle down. Sadly, this need may
also impact your social life as well. You tend
to have few friends as not many people
understand you, and fewer relationships because
you simply outgrow them.
Don't be discouraged by this, though. You are truly
one of the unique, for very few people have
been able to achieve this type of
enlightenment. Be proud and use your knowledge
and experiences to teach and help others as
much as you can. Good luck and congratulations!
Now that you have an idea of your strengths and
weaknesses, why don't you put them to the test?
If you follow my lead I can take you to a game
world where you can explore different sides of
yourself and taste real power. Just follow my
lead, enter a name...
Which of the 5 Prime Elements are you?
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| You Were Actually Born Under: |  You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.
You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!
You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse. | | You Should Have Been Born Under: |
You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.
You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!
You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse. |
haha i guess i was born in the correct year =D |
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Jun. 25th, 2005 @ 10:59 pm
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I feel tired.... occasionally physically, but mostly psychologically. My mind constantly flitters with much random thoughts, making it difficult for me to fully focus my thoughts at times and it hurts. God it hurts so bad! Everyday I can just feel my spirit inside screaming out loud at the frustration. When I look around at times, everything seems to be a mass of blurring movement. Not in terms of physical movement, but more of a more metaphorical sense where life seems to be a chain of events that are not registering fully on me. I would so have loved to put the blame on the one particular problem I have been having. How greatly do I wish I can truely say that I hate him...but I cannot. Once I asked myself if I truely did love him. Now i can only say that i definitely did not nor do I currently hate him. The only animosity and bitterness I probably have in my are those towards myself.
Dammit Dammit Dammit
And the worse thing? Probably all the people who have so far given their "opinions" on the matter have not brought me any peace at all. Dont get me wrong, It is not that i do not appreciate your concern or opinion. Its just that all the god damned advice i have received so far are, in my opinion, CRAP. Of all the things that i do not need to hear are things like "its time to give up" or "you need to get back on your feet" etc etc. Any IDIOT would already know all those. Fine call me an idiot of you like. After all, if anything, i have been made a fool by life itself.
I have all my life believed in karma. And yet at times i wonder, have i caused so much evil to deserve such a payback? Little by little i can feel my emotions slowly draining away. Unfeeling, cold.. thats one state i really do not wish to end up in. If anything in the past I believe that I have be honest with my emotions, guarded as they may be. Perhaps thats one of the reasons why I am still unable to let go of him. I feel that if i do finally manage to let go, I would be also giving up the last shred of love that exists in me still. And it feels so cold. so cold.
To those who read this obnoxious rant of mine, sorry. BUT, PLEASE dont post any thing which you think i might find lame or cliched because it will only cause me to feel frustrated. This post was not meant to garner sympathy or pity. Nor is it meant to insult anyone. I... I just needed to truely rant it out for once in my entire lousy life.Current Mood:  drained |
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May. 13th, 2005 @ 11:09 am
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what will it take for me to hear your voice again....Current Mood: drained |
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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 01:18 pm
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ENFP - The Champion
You scored 63% I to E, 26% N to S, 47% F to T, and 63% J to P! |
Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type.
As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feelings privately. You feel most loved when your partner appreciates your creativity, accepts your uniqueness, and sees you as the compassionate person you are. You need to hear your partner tell you how much you mean to them and would love if they did thoughtful spontaneous things to demonstrate it.
Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: ENFP
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 72% on I to E |
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Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 10:27 pm
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You are sad because of the loneliness in your life
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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Your dating personality profile:
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited. | Your date match profile:
Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Big-Hearted
2. Adventurous
3. Sensual
4. Practical
5. Liberal
6. Intellectual
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Shy
9. Romantic
10. Traditional
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Conservative
2. Adventurous
3. Practical
4. Sensual
5. Intellectual
6. Traditional
7. Outgoing
8. Big-Hearted
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Athletic
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Just got this today in my email.
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.
If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.
Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.
You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.
Learn a lesson in life each day that you live!
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.
Think About it? Was it worth it?
Apr. 12th, 2005 @ 04:19 am
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Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words
back or that you could crawl into a
hole? Here are the testimonials ofa few people who did...
*I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and
asked
loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I
turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't
say a word. He
knew better.
*I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was
unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for
several minutes, I was approached by one of the good- looking gentlemen
who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I
looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls."
*My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a
variety
of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy
behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just
looking at your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically, the boy
grinned, and I turned beet-red and walked away. To this day, my sister has
never let me forget.
*While in line at the bank one afternoon, my toddler decided to release
some pent-up energy and ran amok. I was finally able to grab hold of her
after receiving looks of disgust and annoyance from other patrons. I told
her that if she did not start behaving "right now" she would be punished.
To my horror, she looked me in the eye and said in a voice just as
threatening, "If you don't let me go right now, I will tell Grandma that I
saw you kissing Daddy's pee-pee last night!" The silence was deafening
after this enlightening exchange. Even the tellers stopped what they were
doing. I mustered up the last of my
dignity and walked out of the bank with my daughter in tow. The last thing
I heard when the door closed behind me were
screams of laughter!!
*Have you ever asked your child a question too many times? My
three-year-old
son had a lot of problems with potty training and I was on him constantly.
One day we stopped at Taco Bell for a quick lunch in between errands.
It was
very busy, with a full dining room. While enjoying my taco, I smelled
something funny, so of course I checked my seven-month-old daughter,
and she
was clean. Then I realized that Danny had not asked to go potty in a
while,
so I asked him if he needed to go, and he said, "No." I kept thinking, "Oh
Lord, that child has had an accident, and I don't have any clothes with
me."
Then I said, "Danny, are you SURE you didn't have an accident?"
"No," he replied. I just KNEW that he must have had an accident, because
the smell was getting worse.
Soooooo, I asked one more time, "Danny, did you have an accident?" This
time he jumped up, yanked down his pants, bent over and spread his cheeks
and yelled. "SEE MOM, IT'S JUST FARTS!!" While 30 people nearly choked to
death on their tacos laughing, he calmly pulled up his pants and sat down.
An old couple made me feel better by thanking me
for the best laugh they'd ever had!
*This had most of the state of Michigan laughing for 2 days and a very
embarrassed female news anchor who will, in the future, likely think
before she speaks. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any? A
true story. We had a female news anchor who, the day after it was supposed
to have snowed and didn't, turned to the weatherman and asked: "So Bob,
where's that 8 inches you promised me last night?" Not only did HE have
to leave the set, but half the crew did too!
p.s. I couldnt help posting this up. Really made me crack up
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Mar. 17th, 2005 @ 11:56 pm
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Salutations!!!
Yes i'm aware that this is an ungodly hour at which I am writing this journal entry but I just happened to have just finished watching a documentary and could not resist writing about it. I'm not really a fan of documentaries but this one actually caught my interest and I decided to spend the 2 hours watching it.... and I am very glad I did. Although the documentary was not about anything that I have directly can relate to, I was really moved by the message of this particular documentary. What is the documentary about, you ask? It was about capital punishment.
I have to admit at this point that a year ago I would have mistaken capital punishment to be that of monetary form. This being due to the fact that I was a business student and more often than not associate 'capital' to the money that is invested in a firm. Even after learning that capital punishment is a reference to the death penalty, the thought did not bother me at all. Indeed as the documentary stated, capital punishment was more of an abstract thing to most people. The one quote that initially caught my interested in the documentary was one made by Republican Governor of Illinois, George H. Ryan. In his speech made when he granted clemency to 167 death row inmates, he recounted an incident that happened when he first voted to reinstate the death penalty in Illinois.
"... In 1977, I voted to reinstate the death penalty in Illinois. I vividly remember, an opponent of capital punishment, and challenged those of us who voted to put capital punishment back on the book. I was standing on the floor of the house and I had punch my green button. And someone on the other side stood up and said, "How many that are voting green will be willing to throw the switch on the electric chair."
In all I felt that the documentary did what it meant to do and delivered its message forcefully and thoughtfully. I have been made to consider capital punishment and how it affects lives around me. Even though I may be living in Malaysia and not in Illinois, capital punishment still exists in this country and as it is a democratic country, I feel that I am obligated to at least form an opinion on the matter instead of being ignorant or impartial to it.
To those who are able to, I would strongly suggest you obtain a copy of the documentary and watch it. I would certainly like to know of your thoughts before and after watching it.
Have a nice day.
.:*aRn4k|*:.
"I have always found that mercy bears richer fruits than straight justice. I can only hope that with God's help, that will be so"
-Abraham Lincoln-
Mar. 12th, 2005 @ 04:55 am
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OMG my journal settings have been fucked up!!! dammit.... i'm too lazy to fix it for the moment. so bear with the look of my journal for the moment ya.
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